Sunday, February 10, 2013

The Cycle In My Head

Nobody trips over mountains.  
It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble.  
Pass all the pebbles in your path 
and you will find you have crossed the mountain.  
~Author Unknown~
Depression sucks.  After 13 years of this, you'd think that I'd be able to ignore it or shrug it off easier, but that's just not the way it works for me.   A lot of times, it is insidious and it sneaks up before I even notice it.  All of a sudden, I feel like everything is just too hard and I want to go to bed.  Most of the time, I don't.  Most of the time.  I end up giving up everything that's good for me for a day or two, then feeling like a failure and not going back to them, then I don't blog because I'm embarrassed that I failed, and on and on until even I'm bored of myself.  

I'm trying to fail forward.  I'm trying to learn from my failures, and I'm trying not to give up.

When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."
~Author Unknown~

So,back on track.  Back to the 90 Kick Ass Days challenge (even though I missed many of them!)

and taking on DietBet.

 Okay, time to dust off me bum, again, and start all over.  Again.

That is all.


  1. You are one strong woman to brush yourself and do your thing again.You can do anything you set your mind to....

  2. boy oh boy can i relate -- but yay for you and owning it and NOT allowing it to define you!
    you rock balls!

    psssst -- no one cares if ya missed a few days & i am so glad you are jumping back in!