The Cycle In My Head

Nobody trips over mountains.  

It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble.  

Pass all the pebbles in your path 

and you will find you have crossed the mountain.  

~Author Unknown~

 

Depression sucks.  After 13 years of this, you'd think that I'd be able to ignore it or shrug it off easier, but that's just not the way it works for me.   A lot of times, it is insidious and it sneaks up before I even notice it.  All of a sudden, I feel like everything is just too hard and I want to go to bed.  Most of the time, I don't.  Most of the time.  I end up giving up everything that's good for me for a day or two, then feeling like a failure and not going back to them, then I don't blog because I'm embarrassed that I failed, and on and on until even I'm bored of myself.  

I'm trying to fail forward.  I'm trying to learn from my failures, and I'm trying not to give up.

When the world says, "Give up,"
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."
~Author Unknown~

 
So,back on track.  Back to the 90 Kick Ass Days challenge (even though I missed many of them!)

 

and taking on DietBet.

 Okay, time to dust off me bum, again, and start all over.  Again.

That is all.